Dark Stuff

facebook got hacked

2012-01-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

Someone hacked my facebook, I dunno who hacked it. but I got some suspects that can be related on this shit, lol. actually I dont care if my facebook got hacked or being used by someone else because facebook nowadays full of poser kids, cunts, stupid likers that doesnt even care what they 'like' etc. oh fuck, what happen to facebook? facebook used to be heaven to me but now, full of stupid hoe with a millions likes on her status. wtf? are u kidding me bitch? please please realize now, because one day all of you will ashame of yourself. oh and btw stop doing hashtag on facebook, because it doesnt linkable like twitter.

Back to the main story, the 'someone hacked my facebook'. so yeah, someone hacked my facebook, at last! This is a opurtinity for me to get out from facebook, so I can fully focus on my study. This year is my spm year, I must do well on my exams papers so I can get good mark that can make my parent proud of me and for my future also.

P/S - what if my OWN friends hack my facebook? FUCK THIS SHIT! like seriously, did I did something wrong to you guys? or this some kind of a joke or prank?? lol, if that a joke, hahhahahahah very funny, u guys got me, april fool. but sorry that joke doesnt make me laugh at all but you guys make fucking piss off at you guys. good luck surviving ur life.

Im anonymous

2012-01-07T04:54:00.000-08:00

I trusted you, why you do this to me?
I waiting for your text because
you said you gonna text me if you already arrive
to that place and tell me how was it.
but not, you didn't text me at all
atleast tweet or fb to me and say u ran out of credits.
I thouht you were the chosen one
but sadly, its not.
I guess, Im not the important person for you.
Or Im just anonymous person in your life.

sweeeeeeeeeet memories for 2011

2012-01-02T04:53:00.000-08:00

2011.
for me that year, is the worst year ever for me. eventho I declare it the 'worst', but I got some sweet memories that I cant forget. so I wanna share some of my memories that can remember with u guys

1. sucker punch movie, oh god. that movie is sooo fucking DOPE. that movie really made me mindblown. enough said, that movie is my most fave movie ever!! if haven't watch that movie, u should watch ASAP!!

2. mtv world stage 2011, hahaha. the best day ever. why im going to the mtv worldstage? because 30 SECONDS TO MARS also performing at the worldstage, babyyy!! seriously that day was fucking hectic. eventho im fucking tired, jumping, sing along, headbanging through all the 30STM's song atleast I made I contact-ing with JARED LETO! HAHAHAAHAHHAHA XD

3. the day i bought my first skateboard and I went to 'surakami'. yeahh, i bought a skateboard. i dunno why i buying it, maybe because i want to be pro bowl skater (beranagan, hahaaha) act im not so serious about skateboarding. its just for filling my leisure time. btw at the end of that day(the day im buying my first skateboard), my friend ammar invited me to go to the suarakami. firstly i didn't want to go, because I dont wanna waste my time. and at the end I'M GOING-.- but its sokayy, at least I met my bro (myspace/facebook) for the first time, his name is fitri madzlan. err, he kinda shorter than me and he didn't speak a lot.i dunno why, maybe he shy. blablablabla, hanging out with my bro. last2 I went back home around 11.30 pm -.-

4. ROCK THE WORLD. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, awesome day with all the hardcore kids baby. eventho aku da banyak kali pergi gigs, but this time is different , maybe the location. blablabla moshing, headbanging and then i discovered some good bands. ohh, btw I also met shazana. the stylo girl, she kinda talkative, friendly and nice tooo ^^ hikhikhikhik. anddd during the night after magribh. my body felt really tired. but i dont wanna go home, because i want to watch the padangs perform. but sadly, i have to go home. because my body felt like wanna collapse, so before i collapse there with a bunch of punk kids, better i collapse on my bed.

sebenar nya ada banyak lagi sweet memories. but sadly i cant remember it :/ hahaha, its sokayy. at least I've share some of sweet memories with u guys ^^

btw hopefully this year, 2012. gonna be a good year for me. amin
p/s - pardon for my grammar. im not perfect, im still learning.

asthma

2011-12-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

some peoples, not believe that I have asthma disease and some do believe I have that disease. Im thanks, for those who believe me. cause peoples who believe that I have that disease, will I understand how my situation is.

Have a asthma, is fucking pathetic. Its hard to do what I want to do, like playing football, skateboarding, helping my dad etc. I hate when peoples keep asking me 'asal tak main?' 'ehh, baru sekejap main da penat?' dude, don't you see me Im fucking tired? Im exhausted of energy. please peoples, ask me why Im easily get tired and I will answer it.

For me asthma is like 'disable person'or 'oku' why? because I cant do anything. Im ashamed my self.

so please peoples and my friends, hope you guys understand me.

hairdo

2011-11-28T06:25:00.000-08:00

people keep asking me questions about my hair, like 'dude, how u take care ur hair?' 'kau guna shampoo apa?' and the question that made my heart ache 'kau rebonding rambut kau ke?' ouch! dude, im not 'pavi kids', styling hair using straightener device, lol. thats totally look likes K-shit's artists -____________-

dude, im taking care of my hair just like u guys too, like normal kids do.

here, i listed tips for you :

1. use the perfect shampoo that make ur scalp feel fresh. or just search shampoo that contain 'menthol' that make u scalp feel damn good
2. 'Y U HAVE STRAIGHT HAIR?' lol, im following the chinese traditional way, that is combing my hair 100 times. sound fucking mad right? but its true, its make ur hair look awesome and straight (kinda)
3. dont shampoo ur hair everyday, that can cause hair fall. just shampoo ur hair two times a week.
4. 'how to make my hair looks messy like urs?' lol, simple after drying ur hair just 'headbanging' ur hair the ur hair will look awesome.

and lastly, the picture below is my currently shampoo I use. the result is superb! u better try it

netbook 1 malaysia

2011-11-22T03:45:00.000-08:00

yeahh, my name listed for who deserved the netbook ^^ shock? oh thank you. it is because my dad already retired since 2006, so I deserve to own the netbook thingy.

but..I didn't get the netbook while all my friends already got the netbook. asjfknasjfbaiubfas! what the hell man -.- why? well here the story goes

'pihak sekolah call bapa saya, pada 17/11. tetapi bapa saya tidak menjawab panggilan tersebut kerana bapa saya sibuk. so tiada siapa yang menjawab panggilan tersebut. (saya? saya tidur masa tu) tetapi pihak sekolah hanya call bapa saya SEKALI sahaja. ketika hari penyerahan netbook tu pada hari sabtu lepas (19/11) saya dan bapa saya tidak pergi kerana tidak tahu langsung tentang perkara itu. dan yang paling seronok sekali, saya terima surat untuk menerima netbook itu pada hari isnin pagi(21/11) sangat seronok kan?'

after received those letter, my mom seriously pissed off, that made me scared a lot ==' my mom said, someone 'sabotage this'when she said that, she meant she want to meet all my teachers . ahahaha, I dunno, I don't wanna join this rumble, rumble between my mom and my 'dearest' teachers.

so I just keep my mouth shut.

p/s - my mom easily pissed off fyi.

katy perry - the one that got away

2011-11-16T06:10:00.000-08:00

hey hey! sudah tengok video baru katy perry? the one that go away's video. If not, you better go watch now

uhhh, the story of the video 'the one that got away' kinda sad actually :/ It make me tears, deng u katy perry.

someone you love most then leave you suddenly, dont you feel sad? well, I've already been through that. seriously it make my heart aches, and made me give up want to live.

then one day, you want something that can get back to old time, like time machine or doraemon's shit stuff. so you can fix the old time and be with your love one back, eventho it pointless.

so please please. love, take a good care of your gf or bf. if you don't want miserable in your life

YEAHHHH, THEY REALLY COMING TO MALAYSIA

2011-11-14T08:24:00.000-08:00

Kbgskjlagfgsafahksgfask! syukur alhamdulilah, now I need to collect my now, so I can buy their tickets ><

FOSTER THE PEOPLE

2011-11-14T06:31:00.000-08:00

hell yeahh man, foster the people will coming to malaysia baybehhh. they will coming to Malaysia on 13th of january at KL convention centre. and the tickets price will be range around rm200 and bellow. if you buy early, you will get fans special discount that is 10% discount, fucking awesome right?

am I going? yeah bitch! imma biggest fan of FOSTER THE PEOPLE!!

for more info go to http://www.prworldwidelive.com/index.php?id=142

Miserable

2011-11-14T04:18:00.000-08:00

do you have a miserable feeling about something that you wanted to do but you didn't because you shy or lazy to do it. If yes, welcome to the family yaw, lol -.- well, you better do that thing before you feel miserable like me. I'm feel miserable because I didn't say hello to 'randomperson'

ahfoahsoifhoiasduhfiuosadhfjkonvksdl!!

thank you for reading.

heading to pcp again, this was AWESOME!

2011-11-12T10:42:00.001-08:00

yeahh, yesterday (12/11/11) I went to pcp or taman cabaran(yang menguji kesabaran aku tu) well, firstly I didn't plan wanted to go to pcp, but my asked me and they also has transport. ahaha, rezeki. so I follow them ^^ but I'm heading to pcp first than other cause my dad got wedding at putrajaya, so alang2 tu I asked my dad to sent me to pcp. and yeah, my dad accepted without any complaining for the first time. HELL YEAHH! hahaha, so I arrived at the pcp around 1 pm if not mistaken. when I walked in to the skatepark, everyone looked at me. uhhh, in my mind "tafuckk,kayy calm down afi. just act cool' so i act cool. then I sat at the corner and watched them skateboarding. after few minutes, I change the spot, so I can practice my skateboarding skills without peoples watching me (duhh! imma shy person) I found spot, the perfect spot for practising. then I skateboarding, practice ollie, kickflip(eventho I never try it before) and other shit I try to do but epic fail. ahahaha. after tired practicing, I sat at the bench. I thought were nobody staring at me, then I noticed 'randomperson' staring at me. staring at me like cctv, uhh then I'm feel nervous with asthma, lol pathetic --' so I tried to ignored the 'randomperson'. and yeah, its working. thanks to Allah. so I practice practice practice and practice until my friends arrived. they arrived after few minutes or hours or else. then we skate, we do the perfect ollie practice, we do downhill, we tried almost all the ramps available at pcp and other else we do. ahahaha. then around 8 pm like that, we heading back home with my friend's transport (syukur alhamdulilah) on the way to our home, we shot we snap we cheese we smile at the my friend's camera a lot. then troll-ing there, troll-ing here. aarrrrrkk! ahaha. what a awesome day.

THANKS A LOT.

p/s - I tried to say hello to the 'randsomperson' but I cant cause my 'ego' is controlling my body *sigh

some other facts. lol

2011-11-07T11:01:00.000-08:00

weee, baru teringat sikit2 pasal diri aku. so go read it

- my height 170cm

- more listening to english songs than malay songs (dunno why)

- but i like yuna. ahahahaha :P

- friendly person

- suka belanja orang (ikut mood)

- like to wear skinny jean

- if someone buy me a present during my birthday. woww, aku suka sangat :')

- i dont believe in illuminati shit. IDGAF.

- obsessed with zombies ><

15 fakta tentang aku

2011-11-05T01:57:00.000-07:00

kepada kawan2 baru, yang nak mengenali aku dengan rapat. baca la fakta2 ini :P

1. half chinese half malay and a quarter of indon

2. baik hati

3. suka troll orang (tengok mood)

4. pantang kalau benda yang aku 'plan' tak jadi.

5. not easy going person

6. malas nak bergaul dengan orang, termasuk kawan2 sendiri

7. suka kumpul novels (good side of me, lol)

8. kuat jealous, ahahaha -.-

9. pantang tengok orang yang lebih kaya dari aku

10. sanggup korban masa rehat, untuk beli sesuatu

11. kind heart person

12. skateboarder (imma noobie)

13 . photo editing adalah kerja part time aku

14. like listening to hardcore song

15. imma biggest fans of the devil wears prada, 30 seconds to mars, sleeping sorrow(baru minat), all malaysian's hardcore bands, katy perry, lady gaga, bring me the horizon, skrillex and foster the people

kawan

2011-11-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

nowadays aku rasa kawan2 aku semua macam tak layan aku. aku tak tahu kenapa. aku kurang ajar ke? takan la. aku tak layan kau? mesti la aku layan semua kawan2 aku. aku layan semua kawan2 aku sama rata, tiada yang itu lebih sayangi or orang tu macam sial tanak layan dia bla bla bla all of that is just typical bullshit. aku layan semua sama rata. eventho korang bnyak kali sakit kan hati aku. tapi aku tidak tunjuk perangai sebenar aku kt korang. tapi adela, aku tak dapat kawal perasaan aku. aku terus maki hamun orang itu. maaf kan aku. masa tu aku memang tak dapat tahan, cuba bayang kan 'one balloon exploded cause over loaded of water or air'

kadang - kadang aku ada gak kawan yang aku malas nak layan, tapi aku layan juga. cause tu aku yang dulu, yeah afi wentz my alter ego. aku tanak aku jadi macam tu balik. so i'll try my best to serve you in right ways.

dan satu lagi, aku setiap kali akan berdoa ataupun meminta pertolongan daripada allah 'buat kan lah, aku di temani oleh orang - orang yang aku sayangi. turut utama sekali kawan - kawan yang aku sayangi'

taman cabaran

2011-10-27T04:46:00.000-07:00

memula exited ler, sebab nak pergi pcp/taman cabaran. last2 BERTUKAR! lol -.- cerita nye bermula macam ini, bangun2 pagi, pkul 815 da bangun. siap2 nak gerak pcp, kenapa pukul 8.30 kena gerak? ahaha, sebab nak gerak ke pcp cepat, so boleh main lama. tapi malang nye, bus harini (27/10) macam sial, aku tunggu dari 8.30 sampai pkul 10.30 tak sampai2. memang sial betul -.- so terpaksa la naik taxi, burn rm8. mana kawan2 lain? ohh2, dioarang da gerak dulu. ahaha, tidak mengape, sebab da selalu berlaku. semua manusia berperangai macam tu. sambung cerita tadi, smpai je ktm pula, kena naik bus yang boleh pergi ke putrajaya, so aku tunggu. dari pukul 11 sampai pukul berapa tah, muncul la metro, yeahh! dalam perjalanan nak pergi ke putrajaya central, tetiba terdengar bunyi meletup, then bus stop ler nak tengok apa yang terjadi. rupa2 nya, tangki minyak bocor, lol. masa tu, aku ada kt bangunan hakim apa benda tah. tapi kt bandar putrajaya la. so driver tu suruh tukar bus, naik bus lain. so aku menyeberang ler. jumpa bus, then abg tu suruh tukar bus lagi, sebab kalau nak gerak pcp kena naik bus 601. so aku menyeberang balik ke tempat tadi, naik bus 601. aku cakap dekat driver tu, nak gerak pcp. dia angguk, so bergerak la bus itu, lol. tapi driver tu tak friendly, aku borak2 ngn dia pun, dia senyap je. last2, aku baca novel~ ada orang call, kawan yg da smpai kt pcp, suruh turun dekat apartment warna warni. aku inga aku nk cakap kt driver, tapi malas ler cause maybe dia akan suruh stop dekat tempat yang sepatut nye. tapi bila aku sedar, bus tu da pusing balik dekat jalan memula aku tunggu bus tadi, last2 aku turn bus tu. semasa aku turun bus, aku ternampak papan tanda 'taman cabaran' so aku bertapak dan follow ler tanda tu, da la jarak lebih kurang dari rumah aku ke equine, memang terbaik ler. dalam perjalanan ke taman cabaran, aku ada cross traffic light, then ada pakcik naik motor cakap kt aku 'ada papan luncur, tapi tak guna' aku dalam hati, bersabar je la. elakkan aku hentak je ngan papan selaju aku ni. bertapak bertapak, sampai la dekat presint 20 punya jambatan, sebelum aku cross jambatan tu. aku tengok kt mana pcp, perghh, tak nmpak langsung do. hurm, pastu ada org call. kwn dekat pcp, tanya aku dekat mana. lepastu dia suruh jalan lagi dan jauh lagi, tapi jalan yang aku ikut tu memang betul ler. semasa bertapak nak ke pcp, tetiba ada kereta wira stop. aku pelik ler, rupa2 nya abg tu nak bagi aku tumpang, sebab hala tuju dia sama. alang da sama, so dia hantar ler aku ke pcp. smpai jer pcp jumpa ler kawan2 aku kt sana tengah skate dan aku apa lagi aku skate la. sampai kaki aku injured. skate2 smpai pkul 3.30 lepastu balik, nak balik pula. ahahaha, lebih kurang sama ler. tak perlu aku nak bercerita ~.~

p/s - agak tension juga la, tapi sekurang2 nya, aku dapat main bowl for the first time

FINALLY! I CAN LOG IN MY GOOGLE ACC!

2011-10-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

lol, almost a mont i cant log in google acc. im soo stress cause i cant update my blog, damn!

btw u want to know what the cause is? ahahahahaha urmm.............someone just reset my clock at my desktop, thats why i cant log in to my google ~.~ dont believe me? try, try change ur clock, change it back to 2006. then try to log in to google acc~

i rather live alone.

2011-10-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

I rather live alone than being used by someone I TRUSTED. nobody perfect, nobody I can trust. or the more suitable phrase 'TRUST NO BITCH'. yeahh, you used me then bashes about me a and arguing with, nice! (memang aku tade perasaan kan?) but it sokayy. One day, I'll leave this goddamn country, and live other country that i really want to. without any help including my parent. I know, I have pathetic live. But one day I'll be the next big thing then you realized that I'm Exist in ur live.

*sorry for my grammar.

KEJADAH?

2011-10-06T00:41:00.001-07:00

PA CEGHITA NI PA CEGHITA NI? -.- tak faham aku. tegur la pape, ni reply dalam shortform(SANGAT) ~.~ kau nak tnggu aku tegur kau, memang tak ar, aku ni pemalu n malas nak tegur orang. here the deal, kau tegur aku, aku layan kau. DEAL? tapi jangan jadi cam gbr kat atas sudah ler --'

suarakami

2011-09-18T08:38:00.001-07:00

'suarakami oh suarakami, benda yg aku tak rancang pergi, tapi aku pergi -.-'

pagi sabtu (17/9) aku gerak ktm dlm pkul 9 sharp, aku ingat aku da lmbat. skali aku yg paling awal, aku tunggu ammar n azri. dekat2 satu jam aku tunggu, whatever~ then gerak sungei untuk beli skateboard, yahh 'skateboard' pelik an. why aku beli? cause aku nk isi masa lapang dari aku online 24/7 --' back to the story, sampai je sungei wang terus gerak skate shop, tengok skaeboard yg paling murah rm230, tu pun maple china, yg senang rosak. then ayie bagi suggestion suruh beli deck dulu, aku tade cakap pape aku beli je la deck harga dalam rm129 n trucks rm60. wheels bearing and skru, later beli. ammar pun sama beli, deck pun hmpir sama, cuma color lain ^^

then ammar ajak aku gerak suara kami, aku cam malas nak gerak. cause cousin aku ada buat open house, kena tolong (konon nye la). tapi aku gerak konon nye aku gerak sekejap je last2. sampai malam, soronok pulak2 kat sana. lagi2 jumpa bro aku fitri madzlan(act baru first time jumpa dia) da dapat ticket free lak, gerak la concert suarakami. kononnye(lagi sekali) nak balik lepas yuna, last2 balik lepas nelly --' tapi time concert start aku bukannya tengok sangat pun, aku lepak belakang, lepak kt belakang borak2 ngn bro aku, pastu rasa cam bosan, gerak skate kat luar. rasa nak cam nak tengok concert lak, masuk balik kt stadium, aku ke hulu ke hilir bro aku follow je, sorry menyusah kan kau fitri madzlan --'

and last2 aku balik pkul 11. ahahaha, what a life man, nasib seronok cause dapat lepak2 --'

raya oh yeah

2011-09-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

well here it goes~ every years mmg family aku, akan beraya di hotel. why? cause ada masalah sikit ngn saudara mara yg gkjskfjgajks. anyways hari ahad(27 august) kiteorg bertolak ke PD dulu, cause mama aku mahu buka puasa kt rumah PD

then pagi isnin(28 august) kitoerg bertolak ke melaka. oke, jalan tade jam, cuma sesat tak jumpa hotel --' ahahaha. smpai2 je hotel, then masuk je bilik. mak aku da start complain. cause carpet kt hotel tu berbau --' berbuka lak, kiteorg berbuka kt jusco yg agak pelik sikit --' ahaha

then bsok selasa(29 august) pagi, gerak smyg raya dekat masjif al - ?? err, aku tk ingat apa nme masjid tu. tapi time smyg raya, perghh, bnyak gila indon n banggla. perempuan indon lak, tanak kalah. pakai heels suma pergi masjid, dengan tak bertudung suma --' selesai smyg raya, terus gerak hotel, breakfast dekat hotel yg mak aku complain2 tu :P smpai je cafe kt hotel tu, makanan suma almost nk habis. ahaaa, mmg mak complain lagi --' last2 mak aku nk tukar hotel, seri malaysia. ayah aku call, nasib ada kosong :P pastu kiteorg settle makan2 then balik ke bilik, pastu kiteorg packing2 then chow gerak seri malaysia. ahaaa, then ptg tu lak, family aku gerak jonker waolk, oh my. tmpat heaven aku, mcm2 ada, kopak duit aku doo,aku beli a pair of converse n dream cather thinggy --'

sheees, shopping2, sedar2 duit aku da sikit. mthrfckr. then balik dlm pukul 6 lebih mcm tu, mlm tade bnda buat kot just lepak-ing and wifi-ng ^^ next morning, rabu. breakfast dekat seri malaysia, perghh. superb doo, macam - macam ada >< then after breackfast, aku balik hotel sorang2 then sambung tidur --' ahaha, then bangun packing bag, then chaww balik rumah PD. yg aku tk sngka aku akan balik PD balik --' sial

p/s - bersyukur la, siapa yg dapat beraya dngn sedaramara tu.

and sorry for bad quality camera.

im just.... cant accept you, sorry

2011-08-06T12:00:00.000-07:00

i dunno why i cant accept you as my friend. oh god, forgive. i really dunno why, there is something in my heart cant accept, cant love, and cant having relationship as 'friend' with you. please, forgive me, it has nothing to do with ur face, attitude or style. maybe im not suitable with you.

forgive me capital ▲▲

facebook's friends

2011-08-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

shit, terkantoi! bilangan kawan aku kt facebook. cause aku nk tunjuk group tapi kene tnjuk bilangan kawan aku, aha nak buat cmne, terpakse laa --'

ahahaha. why terkantoi? sebab aku slalu delete org -.-

oke! lepas ni aku berjanji aku takan delete org. suda puas hati??? -.-

tersilap pandang.

2011-08-01T05:09:00.000-07:00

aku tersilap pandang and aku tersilap menilai org dari sgi luaran. sebab aku sangka orang yg bermuka jahat, perangai pun macam sial. manakala, org yg aku sangka baik, aku ingatkan perangai pun baik. tetapi semua itu salah.

sebenarnya org yg bermuka baik la, yg perangai cam sial, harap je muka cantik,comel,handsome tapi perangai dalaman cam sial. cara layan pun cam sial.

orang yg aku sangka jahat pula, mereka melayan aku teramat la baik. sampai hati aku pun cair :')

maaf kan aku, kerana aku tersilap nilai korang.

First day of fasting

2011-08-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

harini (1/8/11) hari pertama puasa, hahaha. bole laaaa. cuma da last minit nk2 buka tu, perut aku da berbunyi. hahahaha. then aku mkn sepinggan je >< hahahaha atas sbab2 tertentu :P

Btw selamat berpuasa kepada semua kawan2 aku :)

MTV WORLDSTAGE!!!

2011-07-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

finallyyy, the day I've waiting for is coming!! hahahaah, thx to tgv cinema. cause give me wordstage passes ^^

around 3 o'clock i already there at Icity, shah alam. when i arrive at registration section. goshh!the line, panjang gila 0.o luckly we met halesya's friends (sorry didn't mention earlier, i go with the twin) so we just cut the line, we beratur with helesya friends ^^ hahaha, while waiting. guess who we met? we met VJ UTT, VJ HOLLY AND DJ HAFIZ! eventho, i didn't get the poster and tshirt from them, but im still happy :P

wai wait wait, until the gates open, 6.30. and finally the gates open. i'm running like i have chased by dog, hahahahaha :P then finally, i saw the stage. damn, the stage is sooo fucking huge !!! the first 2 performer kinda boring, pop shuvit n beast -.- but when neon trees perform, damn! i headbanging a lot! tyler glenn is fucking insane! now im obsessed with neon trees, hahahaa

then after neon trees finish performing. the moment I've! 30 SECONDS TO MARS, HAHAHAHA. im sooo exited when they about to perform even ada org baling something kt kepala aku --' while waiting 30 SECONDS TO MARS, they do the prop first. the BOOM! 30STM start with 'escape' song, mthrfckr!!!! hhahahaha, i almost want to cry, when i saw jared :') why? duhh, IMMA DIE HARD FANS OF 30 STM!! =.=

eventho, i didn't get on stage with jared, but still im enjoy that night, headbanging a lot XD

lastly, jared leto wave at me when he going back to his hotel XD

*sorry for bad quality picture :') cause bringing dslr or digital camera to worldstage is prohibited =='

Harry Potter 7

2011-07-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

gahh, yesterday i watched Harry Potter's last movie at TGV mines. btw before im heading to tgv mines, at 3 pm (the movie start around 4.20) i went to cyber cafe with my friends. After done battling C.O.D. I immediately go to school back, cause i left my tshirt at canteen, hahahaha -.- but thank god, the bus arrived early ^^ weee, then i met all of my friends inside the bus(yati,ammar n nabil)

we arrived at mines around 3.30. bla bla bla 4.20 already, we watched the harry potter :P

uhh, my life complete! all harry potter mysteries i always wondering, now i know everything. thank you J.K Rowling, for made this superb novel, make me to live brave n teach me something new. expecto petronum!

tidak wujud lagi

2011-07-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

aku rasa manusia yang mempunyai budi bahasa atau perangai yang baik yang sama umur dengan aku tidak wujud lagi, jangan tanya kenapa. aku ni agak memilih sikit, kalau bab kawan. aku tak ber'kawan' dengan orang yang nakal, ber'perangai' cam sial. sumpah, kalau aku ada kawan macam tu, makne nye, aku terpakse kawan.

aku harap kan 'afif, kau sihat harini?' 'afif,nak aku teman kan kau harini?' 'hati-hati tau bila balik nanti' dan lain2. tapi orang yang 'lafaz' kan ayat macam tu, aku rasa da tak wujud lagi.

aku takisah la, samada kau laki

atau kau perempuan

janji kau melayan aku, macam orang yang paling kau sayangi.

nightmare academy

2011-06-30T22:08:00.000-07:00

yeayyy, at last i just bought new novel, NIGHTMARE ACADEMY. almost a years i didn't read novel cause busy with stupid stuff. now im starting reading novel, for....improve my essay writing. hahahaha :D

ohh, this novel quite interesting. this story is a boy name charlie benjamin, that have super power. that can make portal to creepy place. quite interesting right? hahaha. it almost like harry potter story

yeahh, it kinda kiddie story. but who care? im buy using my own money. IDGAF

giving up

2011-06-30T22:02:00.000-07:00

im tired to stalking you, im tired talking with you and im tired serving you.

sorry, maybe u not suitable for me.maybe everyone in the world not suitble for me. GAHH!

maybe, im a human created for live alone. oke im understand that. for now on, i'll try try to disappear from your sight.

Project

2011-06-21T08:46:00.001-07:00

The Butterfly Project:

The Rules are:
1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand.
2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off.
4. If you cut before the butterfly is gone, you’ve killed it. If you dont cut, it lives.
5. If you have more than one butterfly, cutting kills all of them.
6. Another person may draw them on you. These butterflies are extra special. Take good care of them.
7. Even if you don’t cut, feel free to draw a butterfly anyways, to show your support. If you do this, name it after someone you know that cuts or is suffering right now, and tell them. It could help.

KATHY BETH PERRY

2011-06-15T04:06:00.000-07:00

oh godd, katy perry make me fall in love with her again. oh god, she's sooo fckng perfect!!!

I MEAN LOOK AT THIS PICTURE, AREN'T SHE CUTE!!

Uhh, I REALLY WANT TO MEET KATY PERRY or KATY BETH PERRY.

P/s - kan bagus kalau aku ada gf mcm ni, sentiasa happy and stylish :')

why???

2011-06-08T11:14:00.000-07:00

duhhh, mtv kenape la tak senang kan aku dapat kan ticket tuh or senang cerita jual je la!!! da la nak menang ticket susah yang amattttt =______________=' cam siaal laaa, da la 30 seconds to mars ada T.T YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU BAGI LA AKU MENANG, SUPAYA AKU DAPAT TENGOK DIEORG PERFORM DEPAN MATA AKU T.T

ohh2, btw ramai giler tanya aku camne nak dapat ticket tu or ada jual tak ticket mtv tu? duhh, senang je laa. mula korang kene tunggu masa dia, dia selang 1 jam. and masa da sampai dieorg bagi kau satu jam untuk carik flight case tu

ahahaha, kau ingat senang nak dapat ticket tuhh =.= kalau korang salah pilih fligt case korang akan dapat ni

or yang paling common yang ni =.=

TEHEEEEE,banyak bersabar la yeeee. cause aku da cuba benda alah seminggu daa. tolong la, kalau sesiapa da dapat ticket tuhh. bagi la kat aku for free or jual kt aku pun TAPE *tengok harga la =.=

imma hardcore

2011-05-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

im a hardcore boy, listen almost all 'core' song but i mostly like is metalcore. that type of song i really like :) so please, don't block me or stop me for listening my fav song, hardcore. i don't disturb ur type of song right? so mind ur own business fckr.

ohh btw, thx for calling my songs 'noise'

im sorry.

2011-05-31T09:58:00.000-07:00

maaf kan aku, kalau kau marah dekat aku. aku segan masa tu, maaf kan aku 628 62954 :')

hari belia.

2011-05-29T03:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday(28/5) i spent almost whole day with mat mazli and his friend at hari belia,putrajaya.

yeahh, there's tons activity at putajaya. well, the first pointt im going to the hari belia thinngy is the gigs. cause friends of mazli performing, but sadly we cant make. cause we have to go home early.

mazli, is a really nice person, good looking, kind and friendly. walaupun aku baru berkawan ngan, dia layan aku macam da kawan biasa.

P/s - gbr tade, cause tak amik bnyak gbr sangat. cause tak sihat time tuh ==' sorry

Past Memories.

2011-05-28T09:00:00.000-07:00

aku benci, bila aku teringat kenangan buruk. aku sering terfikir, kenape aku buat bnde tu? kenape aku tak bole kawal diri aku masa tu. kenape? tapi sekarang da terlambat, cause semua kenangan buruk tu, suda menjadi perbualan kawan2 aku mahupun orang2 yang aku tak kenal.

dulu, kalau aku teringat bnde2 tu. aku amik benda tajam toreh tangan aku, untuk melupakan kan kenangan tu. kalau kenangan tu paling buruk, lagi kuat aku toreh tangan.

maaf kan aku, kalau aku hilang dari pandangan korang bila korang sedar.

little monster

2011-05-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

yeah, imma big fan of LADY GAGA. got prob? i don't care what u gonna says to me. cause gaga also make me brave to live my life. she teach we should proud of our self, cause god make no mistake.

She's beautiful, She's talented, She's everything, i dunno why the critics always give the negative cmmnt about her. Duhh, think twice if u gonna cmmnt about her. All her lyrics is about her life.

And yeahh i don't care either she's illuminati or not. im still love her. so please stop arguing about illuminati artis with kay:) If you want to know better about lady gaga, go watch her gagavison video, its all about her life. From she was a normal people alike us until she become superstar.

So if wanna be an famous like Lady Gaga. You must be brave no matter what

i feel

2011-05-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

I dunno why today(26/5), i feel that i can't live longer.

i tried

2011-05-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

I tried not to get angry, mad, jealous, depressed, worried, sacred, paranoid, sad, embarrassment, guilt, annoyance, disgust, rage, fear, helplessness, powerlessness, worry, boredom, hurt, despair, disappointment, hurt, despair AND useless.

But its hard.

jarang guna IM.

2011-05-24T09:14:00.000-07:00

yeapp, aku memang jarang guna FB punya chat 'IM' cause entah la, maybe aku tak suka orang tu reply cepat sangat. kang aku reply lambat dia marah pulak, cam sial =.= maaf kan aku kalau aku tak reply or lambat IM korang cause maybe aku tak perasan, tukar tabs lain or busy. aku tak reply IM, korang ckp aku sombong? WTH =.= aku tak perasan la. mcm desperate sngat nk ckp ngn aku, lain la kau tu sedare aku,awek orkawan baik =.= CAM sial. anyways, aku jarang gak guna IM group, aku ada terus hide aku punya availability kt sesetengah group tu, cause malas nk layan kerenah korang and adela manusia yg rajin sngat pergi spam kt IM group tu, mmg aku terus LEAVE la =.=

P/s - IF YOU WANT ME TO SERVE, PLEASE BE PATIENT AND BE KIND TO ME.

30 SECONDS TO MARS CONFIRM THEY WILL PERFORMING LIVE IN OUR COUNTRY, MALAYSIA!

2011-05-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

oh god, 30 seconds to mars. my most fav band ever, is performing live at malaysia for MTVworlsdtage. IM SO SO SO EXITED AS FCK DUDE. I MUST WATCH THEY PERFORM NO MATTER WHAT. I WILL FIND THE WAY HOW TO GET THEIR TIX!

hopefully i can bought or win their tix(mtv doesnt sale their tix, so i must attend to their roadshow. to get their tix) AMIN!

why im a fan of 30stm? duh, cause i love how they write the lyrics, the lyrics is so meaningful to me and the lyrics also make me brave to live my life.

HATER

2011-05-17T09:10:00.000-07:00

yeahh, i know there must have someone who really hate me or anti with me. well, i dn't give a fck to them. I don't why they really hate me, and i don't know why they anti to me. Did i did something wrong? or Did i disturb ur LIFE? come on dude, don't fuckery with me. Once u're a hater, i will never forgive u accept u apologizing to me. I have my own life, and my life is hard. You know my full name but u don't know how was my life going before.

Subway lover.

2011-05-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

MAN i love subway no matter how much it cost. i know it kinda pricey right? It cause around rm10 for a sandwich. But who cares? ITS MY MONEY SO I CAN DO WHAT EVER I WANT. btw subway sandwich sandwich is different, cause the taste is soo mthrfckng delicious dude!

HOLLA

2011-05-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

woww, da lama tak update blog ni (cause takde topic) =__________= hahahaha

btw, aku busy kebalakangan ni, dengan exam la, dengan pertandingan MIA la and lain2.

oh, lagi satu, hp aku tak repair2 lagi, and aku malas nak repair. kalau repair rosak balik, buat rugi je ==' kalau nak di ikutkan, da lama aku on hp aku. entah ape jadi, aku tak tahu la.

then, ada sorang mamat ni mmg tak puas hati kt aku. dia cakap aku ni backstabber, kejadah nye? siapa yang backstabber sekarang? kau tu yang suka hina org, ingat kau kaya, so kau bole buat apa kau nak la?

oke thats all from me, i hope all of you still loving me :)

whts the fckng wrong with my HP??!!

2011-04-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

babiii gilaa, kali ni memang buat aku betul2 panas. hp nokia 5530 aku tanak on/hidup, da bnyak kali da. memang pantat la kan? elakkan aku baling hp aku kt dinding sampai screen pecah. da la kuat makan credit, baru topup rm5 tngok2 tnggal 23 cent ==' sialan~ satu lagi hp aku meamng kuat makan battery, setiap bulan kene tukar betery. MEMANG AKU KAYA KAN? parent? HAREMM! =.=

IMMA TUMBLR FAMOUS :D

2011-04-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

YEAHHH, LOOK AT THE NOTES DUDE! 1 THOUSAND!ITS ORIGINALLY FROM ME KAY!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. well, ni first time kot. HAHAHAHAHA ^^

IMMA TUMBLR FAMOUS!!

conjecture

2011-04-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

I'm not rich like you guys thought before

I'm just poor as shit, it hard to let my parent lend their money me

cause my father already pension in 2006, while my mother is just a housewives.

to get my stuff that i really want is really hard,its really hard to live my life like that

well, this all is conjecture Allah. there is must have a reason, why Allah do this all to me.

my eng paper result

2011-04-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

2 hari yang lepas, aku baru dapat paper ENG aku. markah paper ENG aku 70%, okayy tapi aku brape puas hati ==' hahahaha. aku balik je rumah, aku cakap ngan parent aku. astu ayah aku cakap 'tu je?' mak aku lak 'that the only mark you can get? all the fuck fuck status you type, this you can only get?' hahahahaa, aku diam je== pastu blah, aku stay kt sekolah terus.

FAILED

2011-04-03T23:23:00.000-07:00

ya allah bnyak nye dugaan kau bagi kat aku! result exam aku terima, semuanya teruk2 belaka ==' MATH - 25% EA - 30% SC - 38% BM - 38%. result lain aku tahu la aku dapat apa. agak memalukan, da la masuk kelas bagus tapi result aku suma macam sampah =.= mulai mlm ni ~~aku tak online~~ aku nk study, sehingga aku puas hati terhadap markah aku.

hell-o april :)

2011-04-03T07:51:00.000-07:00

well, hello april. cepat nya march pergi ==' masa berlalu dengan cepat skali, haizz.

hari sabtu lepas(2/4) aku kene dtg skola cause ada urusan, nak buat cmne kene la dtg. da la tidur tak cukup cause mlm tu aku tidur lambat (TUMBLRING) hahahaha, dtg2 skola je muka aku cam gloomy bear(da la kene dtg pkul 7.30) ==' then aku lepak depan maulana jap tnggu ayip. then dlm 10 minit cmtu dia smpai. then gerak dewan, smpai je. dewan penuhi dengan tudung2 purple ==' hahahaha, kiteorg terus gerak blakang lepak2(bukan nye buat apa pun) ayip tenga layan movie guna laptop dia bwk, aku lak tidur kt luar ==' hahahaha, ngantok la sial. pastu aku masuk skejap cause nk tengok SILENT HILL (well, my fav movie kan:P) tapi tenga syok tnga apizz dtg, apizz nak laptop dia.. haizz ==' then istianah call aku, cause amalia mntak tolong kt aku, dia aku amik gbr guna DSLR dia (best nyee) then aku amik la gbr2 kt dalam dewan tuh guna sony alpha 300(kot) ^^ tapi kebanyakan gbr suma, aku ngn ayip ==' hahahah :P nah ni gbr

gbr ni agak menakutkan cause tengok mata aku(click gbr untuk besar) 100% aku tak edit mata aku wehh!

mlm pulak aku tergerak hati nk msg syed ammar, aku nk msg dia sbab, haritu mazli ckp 'ammar kirim slm syg kt kau' =___________= ni dia hntar msg kt aku.

hurm, kay ammar. aku try =='

kawan gaduh sama kawan

2011-03-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

korang suka ke tengok, kawan korang gaduh dengan kawan korang jugak? (kalau suka, meh amik ticket neraka dari aku) kalau bagi aku memang aku tak suka la, kecuali kalau orang yang betul2 aku benci la( dan aku akan menyebelahi org yang yang aku suka(got prob dufus?)) tapi ini lain sikit, cause kawan aku bergaduh dengan kawan aku jugak =_______= tolong la da tade org lain lagi ke, gaduh kang susah aku nk ikut mana satu yg patut, nanti ada pulak yeng amik hati(haizz) aku tahu kalau korang sensitive(aku pun sensitve gak) tapi just redha je la, da kata kawan baik kan? mesti la harus ada jenaka kan? :)

* tapi kalau aku la, kalau kawan aku mengejek aku atau menghina merlebihi batasan. hahahahaha, DA LAMA HIDUP KE?

truly understand me

2011-03-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

to search people that truly care about me is really hard. i dunno why, cause things happen must be a reason right? but came on, i can't live forever alone, cause i can decided. i'm just like misguided ghost. please allah,can you just granted me a bestfriend that truly understand me, i don't care either boy or girl. some people ask me, why bestfriend not girlfriend? hurm, cause bestfriend can lasting forever(maybe) and girlfriend? hahaha, they just using me like shit.

DOA

2011-03-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

pagi tadi(25.3.11) umul tanya aku doa apa yang belum di makbul kan?hahahhaha

memula aku jawab semua doa yg telah di makbul kan iaitu 'kuat kan semangat aku supaya aku dapat tempuhi dugaan aku,sihat kan badan aku supaya aku sentiasa cergas,murah kan rezeki aku dan keliar aku,tolong jangan buat aku di marahi sesiapa,sejuk kan lah hati org sekelilingi aku supaya mereka dapat melayan aku dengan baik' lepas tu aku cakap kt umul 'doa yang tidak di makbul kan, kurniakan lah aku seorang kawan baik yang boleh aku percayai sepeuh nya'

hurmm, aku memang harap sangat untuk mendapat seorang kawan baik yang aku bole FULLY TRUSTED.

The prayers that we had prayed were like a drug

2011-03-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

The promises we made were not enough

The prayers that we had prayed were like a drug

The secrets that we sold were never known

The love we had the love we had, we had to let it go

dugaan

2011-03-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

sometimes, aku tak sanggup untuk meneruskan hidup aku

sometimes, aku 'sanggup' untuk menerus kan hidup

tapi, sekarang dugaan yang Allah bagi kepada aku terlampau banyak

aku tidak tahu, sama ada aku sanggup atau tidak untuk tempuhi dugaan ini.

all i want my birthday present is...

2011-03-23T10:38:00.000-07:00

is a new best friend, that i can fully trust

23 march is my birthday, but......

2011-03-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

“Go ahead,” he says. “The pain is the cure.”

“Be brave,” he says. “Or are you to scared?”

“You’re pathetic,” he says, shaking his head.

“You’re worthless, weak, and unworthy.”

Hari Yang Malang (21/3/11)

2011-03-21T05:12:00.000-07:00

ffffuuuuuuuuuu, hari harini sungguh malang bagi aku (sorry, type dalam bahasa melayu. cause tangan sakit) cause, mlm tadi aku tak tidur lansung entah jembalang apa kacau aku, aku just buat tak kisah jee. then, 6.30 bangun siap untuk pergi sekolah. smpai2 je sekolah s=rehat kejap, then kene gerak dewan cause ada perhimpunan. aku kene gerak dewan cause aku pengawas dewan ^^

then susun la kerusi mcm biasa, pastu aku angkat meja. tapi bilik untuk letak meja ni tak bole bukak, entah budak pukimak sape tahh yang kunci. memula budak form 3 masuk melalui tingkap, tapi tak bole cause dia pendek. pastu aku ngan rela hati nye aku masuk =___= aku tak tahu pulak aku bole buat. sedar2 aku da ada kt dalam bilik ==' bhahahahahaha. aku apa lagi terus la bukak pintu. then dieorg susun la meja kat dalam bilik tuh. pastu aku sedar yang baju aku kotor yang teramat, babi gilaa dooo. sakit hati siaalll. aku memang tak suka study dengan baju kotor, nak buat macam mana. terpaksa la balik sekolah dengan kebenaran cikgu. sangat penattt gilaaa, da la ikut pintuk belakang, pintu depan sekolah kunci. sampai je rumah, lepak2 jap, pastu gerak sekolah balik.

petang lak ada pengawas dewan cause hari khamis ni (24/3) ada tilawah. memang penat laa, da la aku tak tidur malam, eye-bags da macam zombie da =.= habis je kemas dewan, aku terserempak ngn helesya and the geng cabin. aku lepak la ngan dieorg, tapi aku pelik asal dieorg lepak kat sini. hurm, aku malas nak tanya lepak je. rupa2 nya dieorg nak serang hayati zi =.=

aku da tak tahu nak cakap apa, aku main game handphonr. dieorg gaduh la ngan yati bla bla bla bla sedar2 helesya jerit butch kuat2 hayati da ada kt pintu pagar kt luar. aduyaii, dalam otak aku terfikir ~~mirror your self first~~ . pastu helesya and the geng nakl balik, aku terserempak ngn ammar lak aku tanya dia 'mana ayip?' dia cakap 'ayip ada kat dewan lagi' aku pun tunggu la dieorg. tungg2 rupa2 nya dieorg pergi rumah sukan, babii. aku da la tak amik kedatangan lagi. pastu aku nampak sabrun main volleyball aku pun join laa, pastu dieorg suruh main kt kantin. aku je laaa. main2 volleyball entah si ammar atau si ayip ni baling batu kt aku, aku nak sepak tapi aku terjatuh. BABI SIALLL, semua org gelak =.= calar tangan aku do, uhuhuhuhu =.= then the bell ringing aku pun balik~

japan need our help!

2011-03-20T09:50:00.000-07:00

please please! help japan, i can't stand watching japan suffering :(

you guys just do, what ever you can!

my influence

2011-03-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

The hotness:

MEGAN FOX

The handsome face :

TAYLOR YORK

The pretty one :

LIGHT

The one that make me strong to live a life :

30 SECONDS TO MARS

AND OF COURSE THE ONE THAT MAKE ME HARDCORE :

THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA

masyuk :P

2011-03-16T05:24:00.001-07:00

i just realized that today already(16/3/11) wednesday

damn! my school holidays almost over ~.~

oke2, last monday (14/3/11) im hangout at midvalley with my besties(helesya, helena and others)

it is soooo fckng fun ^^ cause this is the first time im hangout with the twins :P hahahahaha

so that day we just hangout and watching movies(rango, trust me that it sooo fucking boring =.= membazir duit aku je :P)

and today(16/3/11), im hangout(again, masyuk kan duit aku?^^) KDN/kelapa dek noh :P

i arrived at mines around 10 o clock, well im suppose to arrived early around 9.30 but i delayed my time, cause its rain heavily this morning damn =.=

While waiting to watch movies, i, barr and yati and play bowling(macam biasa score aku paling tinggi)then having lunch at subway(nikmat giler) after having lunch,

we watched I AM NUMBER FOUR, the movies quite interesting, cause aku ternampak microphone, bnyak kali lak tuhh =='

helesya & helena hamidon :')

2011-03-01T06:05:00.000-08:00

26 feb was helesya and helena last day at smk seri serdand :')

hahaha, yeahh. i know, beberapa harni aku gloomy sikit. sorry :/

yeahh, last friday. helesya n helena buat reunion with all of her friends

at MCD ^^

i arrived at MCD kinda late, cause im waiting my friends (ayip, halim, and ammar)

act i already arrived at MCD, tapi aku tak masuk cause. ramai gila org, memang packed giler.

si im just chilled out at the 7eleven alone, after few hours waiting. finally they arrived =='

so we rushed to the MCD, then i saw helesya. stand and shouting my name, at that moment my heart stop in a second cause i have being friend this girl since darjah 3 :') hahahaha, yeahh. i really upset, but im pretend happy :) so after, we hangout, eating, laugh a loud insanely(ammar buat lawak cam sial, sakit kidney aku) ==' we decided, untuk balik rumah, cause da lewat giler.

around 6.00 pm like that ==' while walked, ummul started to spray(ape bnde ta

h nme tuh) at helesya and im throw flour at helesya. hahahaha, memang havoc giler time tuh, smpai ada org marah suma ==' tapi harini da berlalu, suma org kene balik. around 6.30 everybody going back home :') that was a day to remember forever.

And im alone, i think how much i miss you :')

last sunday(27th feb), i met the twins at alamanda(gahh, baru modd nk oke, bersedih balik)

and today (1th marh) helesya came to school to hangout with her BFF :)

AKU TERAMAK LAH, SORRY. CAUSE BEBERAPA HARINI AKU PERANGAI CAM SIAL SIKIT, GLOOMY A LIL BIT. SO SORRY :)

p/s - sorry, if my english broken

EYES SET TO KILL!

2011-02-24T06:50:00.000-08:00

omg omg omg

eyes set to kill, will coming to malaysia

arrrggggggg XD cant wait for it ^^

yeahh, for sure la aku gerak wehhhh!

Im Changed

2011-02-23T07:28:00.000-08:00

You know what? Yes I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get fucked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re most likely to leave. I have changed because I have realized that every girl/boy is a bitch, even those you used to trust, your bestfriends everybody talks shit.

Best Relationship :')

2011-02-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

'Is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are'

SHOCK

2011-02-16T04:15:00.000-08:00

WTF! terkejut gila aku, bila aku tahu dia ada kaitan dengan ______
HAHAHAHAHA, memang tak la aku nk kawan ngn dia,
walaupun aku baru nak berniat kawan ngn dia

ghost

2011-02-15T22:09:00.000-08:00

hahaha, harini(16/2/11) aku rasa macam diri aku macam hantu =='

cause aku takde hala tuju nak pergi, banyak cabang halau tuju aku =='

asal kan aku jumpa org yg aku kenal aku follow, then aku jumpa org lain aku follow

hahahaha, then aku balik rumah baru aku teringat aku pegang wallet ikmal daud =='

gila malu wehhh =..=

hurm, maybe aku perlukan kawan........duhh sial la, perlu ke?

aku perlukan kawan baik, untuk SEMENTARA LA. cause aku tanak masa silam ulang balik

so if aku dah ada kawan baik, hala tuju aku satu je la. tade la pening kepala aku :P

26627 :(

2011-02-12T22:03:00.000-08:00

I Don' t Know Why Today(13/2/2011)

Im Dreaming About 26627 :( *sigh

Sorry, I Do It All For My Own Good

Yeah, I Know Im Stupid.

fight fight fight!

2011-02-09T04:20:00.000-08:00

yeahh, today was hell fun (9/2)

oh, yeahh. im forgot to tell tht im chnge class

from art class to basic economy and sastera

urm, well im not asking for chnge to tht class

but teacher force me to enter tht class =='

ohh, btw. today during recess. im just hangout at the canteen

while ayip, mal dd and wan amirul fight about pendrive thinggy =='

then ayip finished eat his 'nasi lemak' he ask me to hangout at at koperasi

so im okay, and followed him. then suddenly ayip wanna throw his soft drink to

mal dd, but accidentally hit me ==' im like whaaaaaat??! then ayip leave me alone there . then im pretend tht im mad, and im seeking him for revenge, hahahaha :P

oh god :|

2011-02-07T08:04:00.000-08:00

'Sony Ericsson has finally made the XPERIA Play official through a creepy Super Bowl commercial'

ffffuuuuuu! i dunno what should i pick for my bday present.

should i pick sony psp go? or fixie bike? or sony xperia play :|

death cab for cutie

2011-02-07T08:00:00.000-08:00


Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark  No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs  If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark  In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black And I held my toungue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back  If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs  If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark  You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause we'll hold each other soon The blackest of rooms  If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs  If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark Then I'll follow you into the dark

almost same right???

2011-02-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

yeahhh, i know its almost same right??? XD

hahahahahahaha

hopefully my chemical romance coming to Malaysia soon :)

to zul fadhli and amirul shukri~

2011-01-27T04:47:00.000-08:00

sambungan....

harini (27/1/11) hari last(maybe) aku lepak ngn fadhli and shuk

habis skola dalam pukul 1 lebih camtu, keluar2 terus nmpak fadhli and helesya
so aku lepak ngn dieorg. semantara tnggu geng2 lain2
sementara tunggu tu, aku makan lunch yg helesya bagi (siap bersuap2, ahaahah == )
then halim dtg, pastu aku, halim n fadhli tnggu ayip and wan habis class catering.
lambat sangat tnggu dieorg abis aku msg la ayip (rujuk blog 'ayippp ohhh ayippp')

lepas tu kiteorg gerak kedai mal 'D'ATEH'. pastu jumpa mal yang sedang berspeaking == skippppp pasal kt kedai mal. habis makan, kiteorg gerak sekolah pulak
jalan2 kt sana. habis 'walk2' kt skola pulak lepak kt tasik lakk. kt situ kita terjumpa orang sedang bermain rub2 0.0 hahahaha.

hpastu kiteorg lepak kt depan skola, time tnga lepak. jumpa lak group COD iaitu
ammar,nabil,sabrun and shuk. pastu dieorg lepak ngn kiteorg. dieorg buat lawak mcm sial. ayip lak ngn lain2 ngna sibuk main volleyball tnga2 jalan =='

then sorang2 mula bla. mula2 shuk gerak ngn sabrun main volleyball pastu nabil, afterthat ayip, halim, and ammar balik naik bus. mal lak balik jalan kaki. tnggal aku ngn fadhli ==' then time nga tnggu ayah fadhli smpai
farah/cypaya and the geng ajak lepak ngn dieorg. so aku ngn pokli gerak laa.

dalam pukul 5 lebih camtu fadhli balik, tnggal aku sorang2 ngan geng cypaya =='

so tht was the best day, that full of joyful and laughter. thank you, hopefully our
friends relationship will lasting forever.

P/S : gbr shuk sikit cause susah nk amik gbr budak hot =.=

ayippp ohhh ayippp

2011-01-27T04:35:00.000-08:00

gara - gara msg ini la, ayip sanggup berhnti bus yang dia baru naik itu
dia sanggup tinggal kan kawan dia wan, wan pun pelik 'apahal-apahal'
ayip ignore apa yang wan cakap, dia keluar dari bus itu
then he realize, that alia. akan balik pada hari selasa, bukan harini (27/1/11)
then dia kerja halim ==
act aku yang buat msg tu, cause aku takut dia balik terus
so aku msg la ayip guna hp fadhli/pokli
aku tak sangka pulak yang si 'ayip' ni percaya =.=

btw kalau aku tak msg ni kt ayip, ayip akan balik terus~ HAHAHAHAHA

to my ex bff (if he still alive)

2011-01-26T05:40:00.000-08:00

well you know, who im talking about

25/1/11

2011-01-25T03:04:00.000-08:00

:) today is the best day (although before this i had best day==)
cause, tak tahu la. mungkin harini aku buat hampir suma betul dalam
volleyball kot(walaupun pon aku 'serve' bole ter kuat == )

tapi selapas raya cina nnti (29jan - 3feb) amirul syukri and muhd zul fadhli da tiada ==
bersambung/to be continue.......

obsessed

2011-01-24T05:31:00.000-08:00

seriously, now im obsessed with vans era shoes =_______=

gosh, hopefully during my birthday this 23 march. i can have this shoes for my bday present XD
but i don't ask my dad to buy this shoes, cause i want my dad to buy me a PSP GO XD

AMINNNNN!

admire

2011-01-24T05:23:00.001-08:00

oh god, secret admire, when you will says hi to me? :(

BUDAK KAMPUNG

2011-01-17T07:04:00.000-08:00

aku tak paham la budak zaman sekarang

weh keling(asal keling? kau kan minat ghetto raper) asal kan aku buat traingle/tiga segi tu bermakne aku buat illuminti la? freemason la? bapak jakun sial korang, aku tak tahu pulak bende tu wujud ==' kau suruh aku beli buku panduan? WTH? WTF? asal kau suruh aku beli lak?

kt internet kan anda? kesian =='

IT JUST A TRIANGLE SUNDAL!

finally *sigh

2011-01-14T00:23:00.001-08:00

feuhh, finally i deleted my facebook account

so bubye, fb life :')

Blur =='

2011-01-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

MGMT concert 18 years and above

LMFAO CONECRT 'strictly' 18 years and above =='

uhhh, seriously, both of them are my fav band :(

but i think i wanna break the rules, and pretend

to be 18! hahahahaha

so hopefully i can go to their concert ^^

fuck

2011-01-10T00:58:00.000-08:00

FUCK, sampai bila korang nak hina aku?

hina, mencaci dan memperlekeh kan aku?

sampai bila? ke korang nk tnggu aku mati dulu

baru korang berhenti hina aku?

friends

2011-01-05T04:24:00.000-08:00

okay school just start this week(5/1/11)

hurm, class is just okay. not fine like usually

i don't like the class to be honest.

but it sokays, maybe i will change class

hopefully teacher will approve the letter, to change class

every single days, there will be 'heyy,today is my last day at school' or

'this is my last time we met'

my mood just change, if someone said like.

btw in my heart says 'please don't leave me alone again'

yeahh, all my friends that i know, bestfriends , geek, bookworm,

the kind one, the hot one, the douche etch

they all will change school.

seriously i will miss all of you, i meant all of my 'bestfriends'

especially my lil bro syed ammar :)

invisible

2010-12-29T01:08:00.000-08:00

im just alike simon(misfits e4)

nobody like him, and nobody wanna be friends with him and

he a lonely guy. his power is invisibility, cause no one

knew he exist.

my life same like simon. cause i don't have many friends

im not popular, im stupid, i dunno how to serve a friends, im ugly and jerk

resolution 2011

2010-12-29T00:28:00.000-08:00

next year must be a hard year, or not :P

1. study hard

2. go to all concert (bmth,mgmt)

3. try not to be full by anyone

5. no best friends

6. buy my own stuff, with my own money

7. part time job

8. no hypocrite friend

9. no backstabber friend

10. live alone

11. party!

my life

2010-12-29T00:26:00.000-08:00

my life ain't brilliant like you have

my life ain't easy like you have

my life ain't have rich family like you

my life is complicated

my life is hard

my life just PURE hard

British accent

2010-12-26T23:42:00.001-08:00

after watching misfits series,

(i discovered misfits series at TUMBLR :P )

im obsessed with their accent, and their style.

it soo fcking cool :D

oh and when i grow up i wanna live at

BRITISH :)

the result

2010-12-23T04:09:00.000-08:00

my result PMR is 1B 4C 3D :)

for me, i feel satisfy after saw my result :)

my parent saw my result, and they reaction 'happy'

yeah, i know they pretend they like my result :(

i know everybody else including my relative

didn't happy the result :|

come on, you thing every single human is perfect

every human is not perfect, AND yeah i know

IM THE MOST USELESS

realize

2010-12-23T04:05:00.000-08:00

im realize that i still love you

i dunno why :|

result

2010-12-20T11:15:00.000-08:00

oke, 2 days left before im taking my PMR result
im sooo fcking scared and nervous
hopefully i pass all the subject.
i only want pass that all :(

fffffuuuuu

2010-12-18T05:47:00.000-08:00

im begging u to borrow ur stuff
but u don't wanna give. i wonder why?
when u ask to borrow my stuff, i just gave to
you. BUT YOU. Y U NO LEMME BORROW UR STUFF?

pretend

2010-12-18T05:21:00.000-08:00

im pretend, that im being okay or happy
why? cause i don't want people around
feel sorry to me. sometime im pretend to be
their friends(masa dulu - dulu). cause i wanna be alone.
although i have a real friends, they are annoyed.

PMR result

2010-12-17T09:52:00.000-08:00

FAHHHHHHHHK!! next week, 23 December

i will be taking my PMR result. GRRRR, Im so fcking scared!
cause, i know i will get one fail,GEO =='
BUT please, at least make my marks pass

' Ya Allah, ya tuhan ku. buat kan la markah pmr aku lulus sekurang2 nya
aku tidak mahu keluarga aku hampa pada aku, Ya Allah, ya tuhan ku.

tolong la aku'

true love

2010-12-17T02:45:00.000-08:00

i hope i can find my true love

a girl friend that understand about my life
and my emotion. AND she honest to me
not hypocrite to me :)

money

2010-12-14T00:12:00.000-08:00

i really hate when someone say no money
especially my father , it really make
me piss off and make me sad. well,
indeed you don't have no money.
cause you're not looking for any employment!

2011!

2010-12-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

okayyy, 2011 will be the best year that i ever have
cause there be will soo many concert next year :P

all the picture above will be coming to malaysia next year
but, i also heard rumors tht Bring Me The Horizon AND My Chemical Romance will be coming to malaysia tooo

ohh myyy if they all coming next year. KOPAK la duit aku =.=

ohmaygud

2010-12-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

suda la ni da kali ke empat aku dapat msg ni
tolong jangan ganggu aku tidur lagi =..=

to be honest

2010-11-17T09:23:00.000-08:00

okay okay
to be honest, im soo jealous
see her happy with her bff :(

i need a replacement!

2010-10-07T09:50:00.001-07:00

i need a new BFF
seriously, i cant stand live alone
i wanna be accompany all time.

rewind

2010-09-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

kalau aku tahu perangai kau macam ini
aku takan jadi pegawas pusat sumber dimana
tempat yang pertama kita jumpa *sigh